I. Am. Tired.

I don't want to spend a whole blog complaining (which is often what I feel I'm doing) but there are just some things I've been thinking about today.

1. I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired all the time because of the amount of energy it takes for me to get around. I weigh a lot and at this point, I have let myself go so much that it is difficult for me to get out of bed in the morning.

2. On that note, I'm tired of being overweight. I don't want to die. I have so much to offer, but I won't be able to do any of it if I keep going at the rate I am now. I constantly think about doing something about it, but can never make the commitment or start the program. I have all the motivation in the world but I just can't do it.

3. I'm tired of people trying to tell me what I should do now that I'm graduating. Everyone has an opinion. As much as I don't want to live with my parents, it will save me a ton of money, and I will not get stuck there. I hate living with my parents and I would never choose to live with them if I didn't absolutely have to.

4. I'm tired of being alone. Enough said.

5. I'm tired of losing friends.

6. I'm tired of not living up to my potential, both in life and in faith.

7. I'm tired of letting down my savior.

8. I'm tired of dealing with bitches. Especially bitchy roommates.

That's all I can think of for now. Thanks Lo for reminding me to blog. :)