One day missed....

So I forgot to blog yesterday. Even after I reminded myself. Sue me.

Yesterday I worked, then went to banquet for BSM. It was fun. I won a $25 gift card to best buy. I dunno what I'm gonna buy yet.

This morning I worked and then went to the Gathering Christmas party at church. It was fun.

I've begun to realize recently how much I have been looking for acceptance, especially among boys, in completely the wrong way. It makes me scared to go home and not have the kind of religious support that I've had here at school.

Back home I have attended the same church my whole life, which makes me feel guilty if I think about changing churches. It's not that I don't love my church-- it's that the youngest person above me is like 40. And there are only 3 other people around my age at all. I just don't feel like my church has anything to offer me. I think that's why I don't like the minister that is at our church now either. Most of his sermons have to do with older people and issues that come with aging. I need to know how to deal with problems a 25 year old faces.

I wanted to write more. But I really need to go to bed.

Peace out girl scout.